Remember, we all stumble, every one of us. That's why it is a comfort to go hand in hand - Emily Kimbrough

Today I woke up, read a message from Meg and went online. I'm feeling low. I read Katie's blog about what she'll miss, and even though I was only mentioned once, for 2 sentences, I realised how much I miss her and don't want to lose her. *Sigh* She'll come back on most weekends, yes, but my weekends have pretty much been reserved for spending time with Scott.
She lost her phone and doesn't have her own computer... so... well, how can I keep in touch? :(
There's so much I want to say to her and tell her about and laugh with her about...
Like the time when we acted ninja secret agent and stealthed about the school during class, creeping along walls and peering around the corner before we'd sprint to the next wall... because we're awesome.

Katie
August 29, 2009

Katie, I love you, you're so fantastic
even though sometimes we're a little bit spastic.
You've been an amazing friend,
one of the best I've ever had,
It can't have been fun seeing me a little sad.
But you're always there,
to pick me up when I fall,
one of the reasons I love you most of all.

You are truly beautiful, in every single way,
that's something I'm certainly not afraid to say.
Your smile warms my heart
and it is so very often,
I'll treasure the times we've spent;
they'll never be forgotten.

I just want to say I don't want you to change,
I love that you can be a little bit strange.
I'll always be here, whenever you're distressed,
trying my hardest to return you to your best.

You inspire me beyond compare,
and help to pick me up in times of despair.
You’ve a beautiful heart, there is none equating.
Thank you for being my beautiful Katie.

Come back real soon, okay? ♥

- Kim

Worry is a thin stream of fear trickling through the mind. If encouraged, it cuts a channel into which all other thoughts are drained - Arthur Somers Roche

So I've spent pretty much the last 3 straight weeks with my boyfriend, his house and my own, despite them being 4 hours away.
Much fun was had playing wii, camping, watching movies, watching season 2 of Heroes, playing the DS, visiting the city, going to gatherings with his friends, going to the cinema to see Toy Story 1 and 2 in 3D, lazing about the house etc, etc.
Too bad Scotty got tonsillitis and had frequent headaches. :(
But I can deal with a grumpy Scott :)
Oh, and did I mention I was exposed to at least 10 different kinds of pokemon themed activities!?
Let's count, shall we?

1. Pokémon Colosseum 
2. Pokémon Stadium (I won)
3. Pokémon Master Trainer boardgame (SEVEN HOURS of painful exposure)
4. Trip to the city for the sole purpose of buying the Pokémon Platinum Official Game Guide
5. Pokémon Platinum
6. Pokémon Ranger - DS
7. Pokémon Mystery Dungeon something about Exploring Sky...
8. Pokémon: "The Rise of Darkrai" movie.
9. Pokémon Fire Red
10. Pokémon songs on youtube (AND their German versions!)

He's lucky I love him so much. :P ♥
In all serious, there's more, (Like bidding on Pokémon games on Ebay) but that's just to prove my point.
I'm Pokémoned out.
Well and Truly.

I regaled Steven of such details who then said something boring about wrestling.
Kim says: I don't know if pokemon or wrestling is worse :P
Steve says: combination?
Kim says: yes, both is going to make my head explode.
Steve says: Pokemon Wrestling

Oh dear Lord.
Is there anything more frightening?
I knew then, that I was in hell.

I shudder at the thought of what kind of twisted person created this monstrosity.
I bet he eats children's brains and watches The View.

Moving on.

I'll be needing to look for a full time job asap.
And Scott starts uni in a couple of weeks.
And he'll be looking for a job too.
And it'll be much harder to see him frequently.
So all I've done since I got home from spending 3 weeks with him is watch Family Guy, go on the interwebz til 2am and play my guitar.
I'm starting to set back into my old lifestyle already.
Thinking about the future does that to me - makes me miserable :/

It's kind of a catch 22 though, the more time I spend not looking for a job (being around Scott) the less time I have to actually get a job and make enough money so I can move to Melbourne, prepare myself for furthering my education and in effect - being closer to Scott. *sigh*
Hurts my head to think about it. I'm not even sure if that made sense.
No silly drawings today either; not in the mood.

 *dying sounds* 

- Kim